“DESTINED TO BE”
by
Elliot Richard Dorfman
Gary Travis was approaching middle age. Oh, he wasn’t there yet, but pretty near close to it! Recently he had begun to self reflect on his life accomplishments, and wasn’t pleased in what he came up with. He lived his entire life in the small town of Cederville, located in Central New York. Depressed after getting divorced after twelve years of a mundane, childless marriage, Gary had given up the mortgage of an attractive colonial home and recently moved into a lousy one bedroom apartment above a store on Main Street. Five days a week he worked as an auto mechanic in a drab little service station a few blocks away. All in all, his life was extremely bland. He did have one interest, however, how Cederville existed during the latter half of the nineteenth century.
One late hot summer afternoon after getting off from work, he decided to get some dinner at a local restaurant nearby.
Like many of the structures downtown, the Union Restaurant was located in a three-story building that had been put up in the latter part of the nineteenth century. As Gary was about to go in, a man wearing a straw hat and an oddly antiquated white suit nodded to him.
He looked to be about the same age as Gary.
“Hello, Mr. Travis,” the man was pleasant. “It’s been a real scorcher today, hasn’t it?”
“Yes, it sure has.” Gary replied. Wile the man vaguely looked familiar, he couldn’t place him. “I’m sorry I can’t seem to remember, but have we met before?”
“No, not in person, but you certainly know of me. I’m Filbert H. Banning. I was the first photographer in Cederville. I built this building and had my studio on the third floor. The name Banning is still etched on the top of the facade.”
Of course this had to be some kind of joke. As Gary recalled from his research, Filbert H. Banning was born in 1846. That would make him more than one hundred and sixty-three years old
“Well, I don’t want to keep you from your meal,” the stranger, replied, then tipped the brim of his hat and disappeared around the corner
Gary shrugged and walked into the restaurant. But the more he kept thinking of it, the more sure he became that he had seen that man’s face - and recently. Then while eating his desert, he finally remembered and almost gagged. He had seen him in a vintage photograph on the computer while looking at the community college’s local historical website. He recalled the notation under the image, “Filbert H. Banning -1882.” The picture had probably been self taken. The man stood in a relaxed pose, leaning on a prop pedestal with a small dog sitting on the top of it. The man had clear, bright eyes and an expression that made Gary think that Banning must have been very likable.
“Wow, the heat must really be getting to me, now I am starting to have illusions that I actually met him,” he thought after leaving the restaurant.
Restless, he didn’t go directly home. Instead, he took a stroll to the town square, near the post office. The place was empty as he approached a bench near the band shell. Sitting down, he relaxed and closed his eyes and was about to doze off.
“Relaxing after dinner?” someone asked. Opening his eyes, there was Filbert H. Banning sitting right next to him!
“Nice place, isn’t it? ,” Banning continued. “It hasn’t changed too much except for a new band shell. I used to play trumpet in the Cederville band. It was lots of fun.”
Gary lightly touched the figure’s arm. The phantom was solid, unlike what he surmised a ghost should be.
“Are you a ghost?” he asked.
“Well, Gary, in a way yes, and in a way no. It depends on what you mean by a ghost. While I physically died a long time ago, my soul had continued to linger around this town because of my great love for this place. Now, somehow without knowing it, you have gotten me to materialize and appear like I looked in the photograph you saw on the computer.”
“But how could I do that?”
“You’ve got some strong powers without knowing it. I believe you need me to be some kind of catalyst.”
Gary was confused. “A catalyst? A catalyst for what?”
Just then a neighbor walked by on the path and greeted Gary. The phantom immediately vanished. It wouldn’t be until a week later that Gary would see Filbert H. Banning again.
During the interim, Gary tried to get more information about the life of Banning by visiting the town’s historical society, library collection and checking out a few other historical websites on the internet. The results were disappointing. All he saw were some articles that the photographer had written for a professional magazine in New York and various photographs he had taken of the town and its people.
The next Sunday morning strange things continued to happen. After eating breakfast, Gary decided to get a newspaper at the convenience store. As he stepped out into the street, the man was taken aback when a red trolley car stopped at the corner and picked up a woman dressed in a long skirt and high collared blouse. The vehicle then nosily clanged down the street and disappeared in the distance. Gary rubbed his eyes in disbelief. There hadn’t been a trolley in Cederville since the line had been discontinued more than sixty years ago.
“Notice something strange?” Filbert was back, looking at him with a big smile on his face. “You look kind of pale. I suggest you get a strong drink to steady your nerves. At this hour, the bars are still closed, so do you have anything upstairs in your place?”
Gary silently nodded.
Returning to his apartment, he pulled out a bottle of Scotch from a bottom shelf and gulped down a shot.
“What in tarnation is going on, am I going nuts?” he exclaimed. “My imagination seems to be totally going out of whack. First seeing a ghost, and now this.”
Filbert gave him an affectionate slap on his back. “Perk up, my fine fellow. There’s nothing wrong with you. You’re just making a wish come true.”
Gary had a second round, then feeling a bit dizzy, sat down near an opened window. “Do you mind explaining that? And please talk slowly so I can comprehend what you are saying.”
“It’s not that complicated, Gary.” It seems that all your life you’ve been unhappy. It started when you were very young. First, your father abandoned you and your mother. Then your mother, in turn, unfairly blamed you for his leaving. When she eventually remarried, you were left with an old spinster aunt who was overly strict and lacked any compassion or understanding for children. Developing a low self image, you weren’t good in making friends and basically kept to yourself. Then, after noticing a vintage book of local photographs in the library, you became interested about this town during the second half of the nineteenth century. By vicariously immersing yourself into that era, you forgot for a while about your own sad and lonely life. By strongly wishing you could have lived in that era, your mind somehow began to create an actual dimension of a parallel time. I suppose it was then that you tuned me in because you needed a catalyst and companion to help you smoothly adjust when you eventually entered into that dimension you created.”
Gary shook his head, “But by entering into this dimension, won’t we cause a lot of harm by having the advantage of knowing what future events will happen? I mean . . . ”
Fillmore’s eyes twinkled as he cut Gary off. “You didn’t listen carefully to me. I said you were entering another parallel time you created. As far as that world’s future is concerned, it has not happened yet. Events could turn out much differently from what has already happened here.”
For a moment there was silence, and all that could be heard was the ticking of a pendulum wall clock near the front door.
Suddenly, Gary got up. “Nonsense,” he shouted. “It’s all nonsense!” Storming out of the house, he got into his car and just drove around the area. If he wanted things to be normal again, it was too late. The momentum of his wish had already accelerated. Familiar streets seemed to take on an altered appearance. By the time he returned home and got out of the car, an empty lot stood where the build he lived in should have been standing.
Gary looked in amazement and gasped when he heard something behind him whine. A buggy and horse stood where he had just parked his car. Filbert was sitting inside of it, holding the reigns.
“So how do you like it? From what I ‘ve gathered, this is Cederville as it was around eighteen-eighty-four, the year when my photograph was taken.” He pulled out a key. “I suggest that we should go take a ride and get you familiar with the way the town looks and then return to my studio and sort things out.”
Overwhelmed, Gary silently got into the buggy, suddenly realizing his clothes were similar in style as his self-appointed mentor. “The atmosphere is so overwhelmingly quiet, and the roads are so dusty," he thought.
The third floor studio was crowded with equipment which was state of the art for its time. Filbert affectionately put his hands on the camera, but to Gary it seemed overly large and cumbersome.
“I remember how proud I was when purchasing this," Filbert reminisced out loud. “It served me well for many years and will do so again.”
From another room, a cute little brown dog came running in barking.
Filbert picked up the dog and hugged him. “Hello, Buster.”
“My gosh,” he sounded joyous, “this is marvelous. This dimension seems to be exactly as it was in my time. I ‘m so very happy to be here. I’ll bet my wife and son are waiting for me to come home for Sunday dinner. You’re going to like them, Gary. I have an extra bedroom for you which is very comfortable. You could be my assistant while I train you to become one of the best photographers in the region. Who knows, maybe you’ll meet a nice woman, fall in love and start your own family. Be happy.There’s so much to look forward to."
Gary was starting to panic. He was already homesick for the world he knew-- a place with automobiles, computers, and other modern day things. The tempo in this dimension seemed to move in slow motion. Obviously it was one thing to romanticize the past, but to actually live it was another thing!
He walked to the front window and put his head in his hands. “Sorry, Filbert, I’ll never be able to make such an adjustment to all this change. I’d rather live in the world that I’m familiar with, good or bad. I’m hopefully going to return by concentrating hard and wishing this dimension to disappear."
Filbert rushed over and shook him. “Come to your senses, man. You just can’t wipe all this away. Everything here is so viable. You’ve created a living world. Destroying it will make you a murderer.”
Gary broke free from him. “No, this place wasn’t meant to exist. It’s a freak mistake,” he shouted. “I must get out of here right now!”
Slowly everything about them began to fade as Gary ran down the steps that led to the street. Filbert chased after him. Half way down, Gary tripped and tumbled to the ground floor, crashing his head on the marble floor lobby.
Instantly, the surroundings became clear again.
Filbert looked at the lifeless body. “What a shame this had to happened, Gary, but I suppose it was destined to be.”
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Brief Bio:
Elliot Richard Dorfman taught in the New York City School System for more than three decades, as well as giving private vocal and piano lessons. He founded Suma Play Productions, Inc., and was artistic director of the American Youth Repertory Company, Off Broadway. After retiring, he moved with his family from the borough of Brooklyn to Johnstown, New York. Among his successful former students are American tenor, Daniel Rodriguez,character actress, Kelly Wolf, and Broadway stage manager, Ira Mont. Mr. Dorfman, a former member of the NY Dramatist Guild and Associated Music teachers League, has appeared and written for radio and television. His plays (dramas and musicals) have been presented on the professional stage, schools and centers. Since the fall of 2007, over fifty-three stories have appeared in the following magazines: Delivered, Twisted Dreams, Bewildering Stories, Golden Visions, Static Movement, NVH, The Tiny Globule, Perpetual, Paradigm Shift, Black Petals, Blood Moon Rising, Demonic Tome, Short Story Library Magazine,Stories That Lift, M-Brane Science Fiction, Coffee Cramp eZine and Infinite Windows. Five poems have appeared in Falling Star, Orange Room Review, Debris, and Golden Visions.